And i haven't spoken to DA at all. part of me has forgotten his existence (which is horrible) and the other part of me lives in fear that the next news report off Joy Road is going to concern him. I have been trying my best to keep myself busy; the Altador Cup on Neopets ended today and I have free time. What is that? lol. (My team Shenkuu came in second place.)
My car is in the shop so i'm stuck at home and absolutely losing my mind. Sam doesn't interest me.
I can't seem to focus on Anime- the bright colors and cool moves isn't pulling me in. I have been reading quite an unhealthy amount of Nsync fanfiction which I have been enjoying. A tad too much.
In other news, I have been getting mysterious calls from the number (513) 550-2933. On the morning of the 4th I was laying on my bed reading this cool nsync story when my head started pounding. I rolled over about to grab some aspirin when the phone rang. It was about 2 am so I saw the caller ID and answered. Two girls were on the phone and they sounded confused when I answered. They hung up and I chalked it up to a wrong number.
So I put the phone down and went back to the story. The phone rang again. Same number. I answered and a older women asked me who I was. I thought that was strange for someone who called me and said so. Turns out I called her? Confusing I know.
To make this story shorter I got 10 more calls that hour from the same number...but all different people. People who said I called them from 513 whatever. I kept answering the phone because my own morbid curiosity. From Zach to Susan to this old lady in Indiana who sounded cool as hell- all people I didn't know. Zach said i sounded like a man. Susan was nice and we chatted for a bit on the problem. She had been getting the calls too.
I got off the phone with her and the phone rang again. It sounded like Susan in the background so I said her name. She sounded far away and all I heard was a breathy "Oh My God"- and a bloodcurdling scream. The line went dead in my hands and i dropped the phone like it was covered in poison.
I wandered around the house for ten minutes thinking about the weird calls and how i was going to die that night. For once not of my own willpower. It was quite frighting. My parents normally wake up when I walk around but they didn't move. not even my cousin who was visiting for the weekend heard me.
The phone rang again and I choose to ignore the psycho murderer on the other end. Then the phone began to ring in a crazy pattern. As soon as I would hit decline to decline the call it would ring again as my finger was still presses on the decline button. I would lift to decline that call and I'd get another. Five calls in rapid succession.
I offered up a pray to the Gods.
It stopped after five calls. I sat on my bed for awhile keeping a watchful eye over my room. I was freaked.
So I decided to call At&T. I didn't go into details about Susan being killed on the line but I did tell them everything else.
20 minutes after that Kelly (the rep) informed me that something was strange. I asked her what and she told me the number came up under Cingular Wireless. When I asked her what was so weird about that she said everything had been turned over to AT&T- the companies had merged back together. And how it shouldn't have come up that way.
She sent a cease order to the number telling them to stop calling me. She offered to change my number for $36. I told her i'd wait and see.
The next day I got no calls.
The day after that a girl named heater called from AT&T saying she was working on the problem. That they had gotten five complaints from different users about the number but i was the first one to notify them. She asked me if the calls were still happening. the number called while she was on the phone.
So the next day I got more calls. These people were angry and told me I was pranking them. One chick called me a fag and i told her she must get some kicks from calling people sexual preferences into question. I told the bitch to go kick rocks.
Heather called back to tell me that that the matter had been taken care of and I should have not gotten any calls that day. I told her I had just gotten two calls- and they called while I was on the phone with her. She told em to add her in- which solved nothing.
i got five more calls yesterday.
I've done my best to ignore them, but I feel like it's meant to be. It could be an accident but I wish it were something more...maybe I could get the weight of the world saddled on my shoulders....anything to take my mind off of
him. I like to think getting powers and fighting off bad guys and getting fucking high on adrenaline and knowing my ass could be grass any second- that would make me feel better. I could at least get the tension out of my shoulders.
Dan is too lazy. Eric is often busy. (Why can't you ever understand I work on the week days
Underneath: I don't feel like hearing your shit) Reena works, Clara is in her own world. I could call Lizzy but I feel like me talking about my issues infuriates not only her but everyone else. Dani is ok to talk too but I'd rather not. Moe works. Plus I don't want to weigh her down with my issues.
It just fucking sucks now. I refuse to extend the branch this time but I have no one to hang out with. I want to take the weekend and got clubbing but I have other obligations. I don't mean this in a bad way but I want to make some new friends. Some new people that don't know me and don't expect things of me. people I could maybe talk to without all the pre conceived notions about what I'm thinking. I want to hang out with the friends I have but the time is limited.
I'm starting to feel like I did before. Like everything is dark and the world around me is so fucking cold and if I just stopped for a second I could breathe and release the pent up tension in my chest.
Although saving the world could take my mind off everything.
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